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unnngh. studying. can't talk. wasted so much time. woah.

you know, i COULD have had, like, 10 days to study. ten full beautiful, easy-going days. but no. those days just disappeared from under me. i was feeling drowsy and writing an essay until wednesday. so thursday, i got started. i will have tomorrow (friday) - but the ikea delivery is arriving, so no doubt i will be wasting time with allen keys and battling with socks about where to put stuff, and no, i'm NOT going to throw that out....

then saturday night, there's a fundraising shindig for richard. then sunday, i work 12-5. maybe i can weasel my way out of that shift. i HAVE to. c'mon, these are my finals!

monday afternoon into the night, i'm getting together with my man, C-Murder, to do some studying for the holocaust course. that one is on wednesday. medieval biotches is monday, 2-4; masculinities is tuesday, 7-10 (pm!); holocaust is wednesday. i don't know when. probably early afternoon.

anyway, point is, i'm pretty fucked. it's all about the cramming. for my masculinities course, there is an essay question on the three monographs that were required reading - compare, give examples, etc. as to how they were useful or not in the study of manhood. uhhhh....their covers were purdy. especially the one that i didn't bother to buy or check out of the library. yeah, i think i liked the book i read a couple of pages in the best. why? because i read a couple of pages. the others obviously could not hold my interest past the purdy covers.

not to mention all the extra readings! ack. there is so much to cram into my pained little skull.

two court verdicts/sentences today. one pleasing, the other, upsetting. these bastards were found guilty of second degree murder. good - ROT. these fucking bastards were given a slap on their sadistic wrists, by the most fucked judge ever. it's ok to torture a cat, as long as you're going to eat it, seems to be his point. hm. i'm sure he would be all for my acquittal should i go torture, murder, skin and eat him.

oh, and it wasn't the worst way the cat could die? please, enlighten us, tell us how YOU would torture a cat. i would like to epilady this asshole's balls, just for a taste of what COULD be done.

man. now i'm all riled up.

well, i'm sure this won't affect my studying. not.one.bit.