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is this wrong, that i ate a big ol' breakfast, and now i want to go back to bed?

i had:
-two hash brown patties
-three eggs, fried over onions
-lots of orange juice

aren't i supposed to be RARING to go now or something? isn't this what they call "food energy"?? then why am i so fucking tired again?

oh yes. woke up about 17 times to pee little pees. socks wouldn't stop tossing and turning. we sleep in a single bed. the nights are getting hotter.

hmm, these could be the reasons.

i feel like writing a proper entry. like, DEEP and all. but i just don't have the sttttttttttttttrength.

oh, and you? with the email? that you never sent? thanks for sending one. i wanted to call you "honey" but that would have been weird. but it just felt like rolling off my fingertips and onto your tired skin. so i'll say it now, where you will never read this.

"oh, no no no no no, honey!"

pour vous. and i will try not to obsess this time.