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wow. last night was simultaneously incredibly fun and incredibly sucky.

well, the sucky part didn't come into much realization until this morning. i was "informed" that my friends behaved badly last night. one asked socks' friend how he knew her, and it happened to be through her ex. there was some grumbling at the mention of her name, but it was enough to alienate the guy, who is still friends with her. i didn't really know any of this. i mean, it wasn't a comfortable situation, but it was over pretty fast.

socks told me off for this in a phone call this morning. but it wasn't my fault, she said. ohhh-kay...so what am i supposed to do? i offered to email him and apologize and just explain that it was nothing against her, per se, but the whole ex-girlfriend dynamic. she said no. she had done the damage control. so...what was i to do again?

also, my dad called when i got in last night/this morning. he asked if i could go to my mom's until the end of june to help her out, and he would support me financially for the month. my mom is having these aggressive attacks, nervous breakdown-type stuff. i'm quite content to do it, but i don't want to leave socks right now...this is a bad time. there is a lot of work to be done on the apartment, and i know she's really itching to have it the way we want it. well, looking exactly opposite to the way it is, i guess.

i don't think i want to write anymore. this is a lot of crap to digest.