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oh man, i did it.

i emailed Prof. Hottie with the stupid excuse that i had lined up. i even ended it
"thanks, and hope to see you soon,
sorethroat."

no last name this time, though i'm always stuck on how one should greet one's professors in emails.

so it seems that if socks is mad at me, ihave the tendency to not act in my best interests and rather make her even MORE mad at me. self-sabotage, passive-aggressive behaviour, i'm sure i'm doing all of the things dr. phil would advise against. phooey. big bald in-your-face sometimes-correct asshole.

so i am just trying to navigate my absolute asshole status with perfect paper princess ambition.

and you can bet i'll check my email like a mofo for the next 10 hours.