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so i'm plowing through the handout for my oral presentation tonight. perhaps this last effort will not be the hellishness that is the usual trend?

i'm hoping to be done by 4-ish. 5-ish by the latest, so it can all be printed out and ready for class at 6. no running to class with my laptop this time, dammit! and i'm trying to keep the laptop glued to my lap to facilitate this. no smoke breaks, snack breaks, coffee breaks, etc. no no no!

i had a good weekend. despite losing some hours again (hungover, again, but not so bad this time) it felt long...accomplished perhaps? i was social, made some new connections - perhaps that was the reason for it feeling "normalized."

i dropped one of my pill bottles about half a week ago and i'll be fucked if i know where it is. right now i'm taking the loose samples that fred gave me, but i don't think it's a good thing to lose one's expensive crazy pills! like, they can only be within a 3 - nay, 2 foot radius, but they have totally disappeared. perhaps the invisible squirrel living in my room stole them.

ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

i don't know, i'm feeling up - could this be the crazy pills talking? i mean, circumstances have evened themselves out a bit, but i'm due to be pms-ing soon and, knock on wood, am not feeling impending creeping insanity...but we'll see how i feel in a week. that's when it's likely to hit.

strange things are afoot at the circle k.