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� this is a month after the last entry jan 17 2007 - 1.49 pmi've felt like throwing up since last night. it started with my drinking too much chocolate milk, something i only ever do once every 8 months or so. i woke up under my bed at 4.30 am and put myself to bed properly. woke again at a decent time, and knew that i just wanted to throw up my emotional mass, made up of doubt, resentment of self, hurt, stomach acid, and curdled milk. the extent of my day: i have an appointment on friday for a gyny exam. maybe i can ask the good doctor to cut out my uterus and make me a normal person. last time***next time |