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why aren't i keeping this up? i will, i will, i will - promise.

what can i tell you, at this point? there is almost too much to detail. the sighs, the looks, the smiles, the connections. it's terrific. it's hilarious. it's so totally...me. i am predictable and repetitive and completely ridiculous.

over the holiday, i'll try to start at the beginning. i'll try to come up with a chronology. i'll keep better track of my insanity, like i used to.