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that can be *really* annoying, you know. stupid brother. *hmph*

i live with my brother. he's 29. i'm 21. i think i'm older than him. he still sleeps on the floor. not ON the floor, but on a mattress on the floor. and he wonders why his back hurts.

he also drinks. johnny walker. double scotch is his poison. and he wonders why he's barfing.

he smokes, too. a lot. one of those sad addicts who has quit a thousand times. "quit" - ha. it implies that you'll not do it again. and he wonders why he's coughing so much.

he watches movies obsessively. the same ones over and OVER and director's cut and double feature and widescreen edition and x-files box sets OH MY! so many videos. it's really fucking annoying to see someone waste so much of their time. he buys things as soon as they come out, too. i think he enjoys spending more money than he has to. and he wonders why he's always broke.

he has stolen from my piggy bank. a couple of times. and from my real bank. once.

"i was just BORROWING it...i was going to put it back in your account before you got back..."

*sigh*

i find myself disgusted a lot. and angry. it's not good for my brain.