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i am back from the dead!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

(that's my zombie noise)

if you can find an army of lovers song on whatever music-stealing program the kids er' usin' these days, called...voodoo man? walking with the zombies? whatever - just download it. it's fucked. really. in the HEAD.

well, let's do a little round-up of things...
-thought i had a crush on a woman at work
-got excited at the thought of the crush
-felt guilty about having a crush, being a "taken" woman and all
-had insane flashes of jealousy regarding this woman's fun n' flirty relationship with friend/coworker
-thought, hm, i'm not getting butterflies or creaming my wheat, just jealous flashes
-decided that i didn't really have a true crush
-realized that this was a very good thing, indeed, since it would have turned into a painful obsession
-and i would have maybe probably who knows written some terrible poetry
-ugh.

i've been going to the gym a lot more, but have not lost an inch/pound. distressing, to say the least. i'm also finding myself veering towards dirty hippy-dom, what with getting back into a raw/living food diet. there are a lot of jars sprouting things in my windows these days.

work is taking up most of my time. my wonderful boss has resigned and will soon be replaced with the aforementioned Crush Woman. thank god i got over that little...digression.

ugh.

ugh.

UGH!

applying online for a student loan. apparently, i could go full-force and (if i get another 2 credits past this year's 4) get an (gasp!) HONOURS DEGREE! wow. but i'm so lazy and disorganized! well, that could explain why a 3-year degree has taken me a good 5 years...well, 4 years and 1 credit to go.

this is confusing and boring, i know. HA HA. i don't care. you will LOVE IT.

damn.

i'm so freaking strange sometimes.