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searching for journal articles is like being a really frustrated private detective.

my school tends to jerk me around a lot, not subscribing to those online journals that i need...or having online collections run from the month AFTER the issue i need...etc. however, this site has saved my ass many a time. if you don't have a proxy server or a school account or something, you're screwed again, too.

i called my professor, the blind one who is actually pretty nice (not saying that blind people are mean...well yes, yes, they are, that's exactly what i'm saying.) and he told me to do whatever i can and give it to him on friday night. we're having a party for the class, so my essay is "due" at 8 pm or so, and if it's beer-soaked, so be it.

i'm surprised he's not caught on to the fact that i had a crisis last year around this time, too, and had to re-arrange an essay due date. he'd probably explode at the unbelievably coincidental "bad luck" i have.

bad bad luck.

that's all it is...i would love to scream "why do all these things keep happening to MEEEEEEE?" but that would just be too funny.

because they DON'T happen to me. i'm the "luckiest" bitch in the world.

so, "why do all these things keep happening to people around MEEEEE?"

i am SUCH a fucking curse, you know.