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where have i been...well.

* went crazy
* went on more crazy pills. these ones actually "work" and i can feel them right away. they are called DOWNERS.
* had that date (see last entry)
* ummmmmmmmm
* yeah....
* so..........
* i'm kinda........
* in a relationship........
* ummmmmmmmm........
* it's fast. it's unexpected. it's...just...yeah. it's a week before valentine's day and i KICK myself for it, and honestly, people, my heart is still VERY black inside - i've been smoking enough for it - but.....
* yeah.

*sigh*