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oh dude, i am in so much trouble!

i am TOTALLY in love (in that "i've seen you TWICE and know nothing about you" kind of way) with my prof! in a way that makes me do stupid things, like, uh, for example, email him about not photocopying a reading like i was supposed to, and could he ever forgive me? that's not exactly how i worded it, but i think it ends up looking just the same. shit.

i have been reduced. i am in 8th grade again. i am going to do something stupid like buy him a sweater, or start stalking him. or grab his ass. i don't know what is going to happen first.

stupid het fantasies...grumblegrumble.